No one is born fall

Calm down, I gradually figured out.

Seems to be reasonable in the circumstances, Ni blossoming out to be a little Tai Mei is actually a very normal thing. Taking into account of her family, she grew up without a father, grew up in single parent families, mother died a few years ago, a young girl, the lack of a warm family home, a certain lack of family education became a little rebellious Tai Mei is actually a very normal thing.

"'re Staring stand it?" Chapman pushed me hard.

I suddenly laughed, looking back Azeri one: "Fine."

"What is nice?"

"The little girl in very good shape." My smile is sincere, not irritable eyes.

Chapman frown: "You will not be crazy, right? The girl was a little Tai Mei, a girl like we usually rare in the bar did not have any good? I tell you, even if someone told me that her abuse drug delivery, I would not be surprised. "

I understand the meaning of Azeri dialect, in fact, not the nerve to say he is too ugly:

Indeed, the experience of my life, this small Tai Mei I've seen too much.

Easily find a disco in Nanjing, nodding into the evening to twelve, full field house is such a small Tai Mei small fry and the like, those who knock the ecstasy, shook his head leaning on the wall hop dance, Hi big after carried away, a man easily able to pull them away, would like to bring to the where the where, what you can do to ... ...

Although I hear the Azeri dialect meaning, however. I just shook his head, did not speak, turned around and looked at Jojo one: "do you think?"

Jojo sighed: "This is very arrogant little girl, she also happens to be this age, the most rebellious stage ... ... say nicely is fearless. That's nasty point, just do not know wet behind the ears."

I still laugh, but this time with a little smile actually something else ... ...

"Jojo, Azeri ... ... What is not is the most scary? She then arrogant, arrogant that we can have it? Her courage is bigger, bolder we can have great? Her to do outrageous things and then, to have our ridiculous it? absurdity of her life again, to have our ridiculous it? "I laughed in speaking:" I just saw her a little from the familiar things. "

"What?" The problem is they both Azeri and Jojo openings.

"My own shadow." I said something light, and then I smiled, looked at my two friends: "If I remember correctly ... ... and this girl when I was almost like a bird."

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No parents. No family, no sense of family ... ... these. Errors like my previous years of life?

When I was in high school when his parents passed away, leaving me such a person alone in the world, and I have had such a period of time ... ... Hunhunee to fight, fighting, smoking, truancy. All day on the block ... ...

Then I also have had such a period of time ... ... then to me, and hate everything, but also despise everything ... ... including me!

And I have also used this sort of paralysis in the fall of life to cover up his own ... ... ... ... I also like the small fry like a chaotic day, all out of place, and a bunch of punks with the same waste of time, each Yi into the night like one of us like a ghost ... ghost ...

I have all the time is wasted in the outside, just because I can not go home!

I have no home! Only an empty house at home! No one was home waiting for me, no one would leave a light for me! No one will give me leave food in the microwave ... ... I can only use all to hide their fears, or the ... ... alone.

But I blossoming Fortunately than Ni: I have one to teach me kung fu master.

My master is a folk Laoquan Shi. A fifty-year-old old man, with a own small barber shop. I was then sent abroad by their parents in a small town in middle school, teacher to live in that little town. No one knows the seemingly homely little old, but it is a martial arts master of clever people.

I remember very clearly is that my high school, when two young parents died in a car accident where I come back from the county of Nanjing after the funeral, there is no return to school. Teens to me, experienced the most painful life experience for the first time, I do not have relatives, no friends ... ... the beginning of the month, I shut myself in the home, adequate out of the door as devils afraid to see the sun ... ...

Afterward, I began to turn bad. I began to blend into a number of disco and the like in places, drinking, fighting, also know a lot of dubious friends, and with them all kinds of evil. Only in the drinking get drunk, I can forget his thoughts alone.

I had the idea of ​​mind is: Whatever it! How all the line easily!

Anyway, even if I die, no one will worry about me!

That is, in that time, I often out of the police station, if not because I was very young, probably not so easy out.

This day I mixed a full year in Nanjing ... ... and where to hit the disco at the time, I was again brought to the police station before being sent to the detention center and detained for ten days.

That was the last time into the detention center, ten days later, I came out from the inside, one person, even a bag at all. Sticky hair, whistling, I was getting weird taste. Not ... ... but I do not take a bath in it, I the same class room every night and fight other people, not to be playing every night, is hit, fell to the ground from the bed, sometimes the middle of the night dream in, was splashed on the body to pick up the toilet, then people with the quilt over my head, then punched and kicked a pass that is!

And after dawn, had to pretend nothing had happened. All rely on their own! If you dare to report to the police, then wait for me to not only increase the punishment, even after the evening would have been more revenge!

These began to reason, only the first day I just go. Unwilling to give the same class room, a "boss" to buy cigarettes. (Note: Now the prisons and detention centers, it is the consumer to use the card, there are all kinds of daily necessities can be purchased credit card can. Some of the individual, and even may have to sell cigarettes ... ... Of course, the market price than outside lot more expensive!)

Ten days later, when I walked out of the detention center, who have added new injuries in several places, and I looked at the sun shining white sky, suddenly felt very confused ... ... In fairness, that moment, I really thought ... ... death.

Just at that moment, in the detention center's entrance, I saw a teacher standing in their fifties a parasol tree. Him, a cigarette clamped house - I know, Master had some asthma. Have quit smoking for many years.

He wore a dark old jacket, the body does not stand very straight, his face wrinkled like dried ground orange peel, as the foot is a place cigarette butts. Saw me coming out of the master threw away cigarette butts, slowly toward me.

Honestly, I was completely stupid. Stunned.

Master is quietly up to me, from the player to a very old leather bag and pulled out a thick coat that I wear, the whole process, he did not say a word.

I was silly the whole people, but despite the rigid master to me your coat and let the master give me one by one all the buttons wear ... ... and then the Master stood before me, gave me a few seconds, a full hour, suddenly hand over a big mouth hit. Heavy hand of the master, he is martial arts people. Hands full of calluses, I played a hand put down on the ground.

I was lying on the ground, his face burning in pain ... ... but do not know why. I suddenly ... ... really touched my heart there! I do not gas, is not hate the master hit me.

Master to look at me ... ... that day the sun is very bright, though it was winter, but the Master stood before me, condescending look at me, his broad shadow as if the days are covered.

Then, the master out of hand chain me up, only whispered and I said one sentence:

"Dongzi, we go home."

At that time my mind seemed to have a gate, what was open, I do not have it, but kneeling on the ground, cling to the master's legs, crying mess, a voice and then a voice of wailing, the master of the pants rub was full of tears and snot.

Really, if I have ever heard to remark touched me the most ... ... it is the result of that winter afternoon, in the detention center to the gate, the master with his slightly hoarse, with a local accent in Northern accent told me that the phrase:

"Dongzi, we go home."

That is, in that moment, I feel alive, I realized that I was personally! I have a home!